When taking up an exam back in elementary and high school, I never studied. Even during quiz bees or academic contests, I never did. When I took UPCAT, I acted like I'm reviewing. When I took college entrance exams, I even slept through their exams.
This is the first time I tried so hard.
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But I failed.
It wouldn't hurt like this if I didn't give it my all. But I did. I gave my best effort, my time, hoping it will yield to a good result. What hurts the most is seeing peoples' disappointment. Then I have to act that I'm not disappointed at all. That I was expecting this from the beginning. Which is a lie. A lie to save what's left of my pride.
If you're disappointed in me, imagine how much I am with myself.
Sorry for being a constant disappointment.
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