♥-break

May 06, 2012  12:54 AM


I just had the realization that I am not part of your world. I just assumed that I am. But you have given me the proof that I wasn't.


I'm not blaming you. I'm blaming myself for depending on you, relying on you. I trusted you so much that I am in pain right now. The pain of realizing my assumptions are wrong.


You are always responsible for the aches of my heart. But only you have the ability to flutter it with joy. Only you are responsible of giving me the feelings that I love and hate. The feelings that I've been suppressing for the past six years. The feelings you keep pushing away because you're too confined in your own stupid little world. You're stupid little world that I love and want to be part of....hopefully in God's time.