ayakong mag-english sa post na to. dahil pilipino ko (maniwala ka man o hindi. pero wag din sumagi sa isip mo na may lahi ako). hindi ko na alam kung anong dapat gawin, srsly. sabi kasi nila, follow your dreams daw. e ang dream ko lang naman talaga e mag-drawing ng mag-drawing ng mga buliding o bahay. during my drafting days in high school, i drew every plate without complaints because i love what i do. kahit na sobrang time consuming nya, hindi ko napapansin yung time pag nagawa ko ng plates. but what to do e hindi ako magaling mag-sketch. i can draw-using t-square and the like. can't take up architecture. i chose ce. ang hirap gumawa ng isang bagay na slightly mo lang gusto. kahit anong motivation ang gawin ko, kapos pa din e. dagdagan mo pa ng hirap pumasa sa school ko. feeling ko mabubulok na ko dun :| i wanted to take up architecture but, :
1. sayang ang time. first year ulit ako.
2. ang MAHAAAAAL ng gamit.
3. i can't draw :(
but there is another thing that i am interested in. studying God's Word. but i dont want to be a pastor either. na-plan ko na kasi e. i said to myself, i'll study engineering now then after i graduate, i'll work as an FA for a year then review for my board exam. at 25 i'll get married (as if. ayan lang kasi nasabi ko sa teacher ko nung 3rd year high school ako. kaya ayan na yung tumatak sa isip ko) then, i'll go to Bible school focusing in music and teaching. dalawang sentence yan. it just took me a minute to type it and yet, ang hirap-hirap gawin. Lord, help me to decide :|
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