God's Will

I asked God what I should do. I asked for a sign. Siguro sa tingin ng iba. pathetic ang paghingi ng sign. Pero para sakin kasi, hindi. I can't decide for myself kaya I asked Him what I should do. Medyo kakaiba nga lang yung feeling ko when I asked Him that sign. I was thinking na negative yung magiging outcome and yet somewhere deep inside my heart, i yearn for the things I want. In the end, God revealed what I should do. Though it may cause heartaches, I am sure na God will be there for me so I can bear all the pain. God has given me another dose of courage and hope. Though, hindi ko naman talaga dapat pinoproblema tong ganitong bagay, yet ito kasi ang madalas na nag-o-occupy sa mind ko. I really thank you God kasi hindi ko naman talaga gustong gawin yun. Kaya lang, I am really tired of hoping and waiting. I'm tired of blaming myself because of it. I keep looking for my flaws making me very inferior of myself. But now, I need not to worry kasi I know na this is Your will and it will be done. You will not give it to me if I can't get through it. I trust you Lord and like I have said to You, embrace me in the journey of my life.